So I’m in a 2 year relationship with my partner. He has a great personality and we are very similar to each other. Yet in the bed room is where things are suffering. I’m a feeder and feedee and prefer to masterbate to fetish porn and stories. I find it hotter than doing it with my partner. He’s alright looking and does have some nice chub (although I’m attracted to slim people to).
I just have my fetish needs to meet sexually. And I find I can only put out one a week for him (we visit each other 2- 3 times a week). I have told him that I masterbate (I haven’t told him about what I’m doing it to) and he tells me to save it for him so he can do it with me more. It’s just that I only have so much desire and half of it is taken up by fat desires.
Him and I are both bisexual. I’m also trans and nonbinary. He talks to me about how much he hates his orientation and how hard it is to be bi. He tells me he feels disgusting for it. But I can’t help but be a bit jealous that this is his biggest identity problem. I have a far less accepted orientation that he does with being both bisexual and into feederism. I hate myself all the time for what I’m into yet he’s complaining about being into men?!?! Most people where we live accept him! Nobody will accept me for being into feederism! Yet he complains about how hard his life is with this! I’m also fucking trans! He cries so much about how he hates being different and queer yet I sit here with identities that are so much more discriminated against yet he still complains.
2 years
